Monday, August 23, 2004, 10:28 PM

Depression

Pieces of Me
Okie,lets talk bout last nite.I DID BLOG.But after writing my masterpeice,my dad off the router and there goes my entry.....-_-
Duh.i didnt have the mood for a RE-blog.wth.its all in the moment of spasm.lol.Ok.i'll summarize it.I watched Stepford Wives.Nice movie with pretty 'purrfect' women(yes,of cos the beautiful Nicole is included) with a lil surprise ending.And my sexaye Steph is have a small potluck bbq at pasir Ris.Jerage invited Marc dear and me to go.
And yeah,i bought her this awesome Purple MNG top with black polka dots.Pretty sweet i must say.Neways,went town to collect my earrings and do econs project.Saw Marcus Ng and some ppl.WTH.he was looking at me lor.And no,i dunno him.It was Adeline who told me it was him.Hmmm.Cant reognise him cos he looks different.Watever.Somehow,today i felt pretty depressed and stupid and ugly and fat again.Dunno what's gotten into me.Call it spasm.Call it PMS.I dont care.I just felt pretty upset.I felt really lousy.No one could understand that stir of feelings in my heart,my mind.After the project,Huiyi left with Trevor.So it was just Adeline and me chit chatting at Coffee Club.After a long while,we went to topshop and mango to look for a purffect gift for Steph.Of cos,with a little of Jerage's help.Lol.After all,she's Steph's honey.Of cos she noes what Steph is lemming for.I hope Marc goes with me to the party w/o any complaints,threats,watsoever.Just his LOVE and HAPPINESS.So he can share and spread some to me.